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No Stroke of Inspiration yet

I woke up this morning with the feeling that I want to accomplish something today. But I am still sitting here without any motivation. Not that I know what I want to acheive. I just assumed that I would get this stroke of inspiration and I'd know what I want to do. But nah... it doesn't seem to work that way.

I guess I wanted to write something radical today. But as I set out to write I realized that I don't care about too many things. I dont have strong opinions on anything. I dont feel passionately about any cause.I have a general feeling of carelessness and indifference to most things around me. I dont bother about global warming or about how the IT is spoiling the culture of old time Bangalore. Or maybe its just the mood that I am in today.

The more I think about it, the more I realize I am just an Average Jane, with not too many concerns about the ways of the world. I am not setting out to change the world or make a difference. I dont think any of the generations beyond my children will ever remember me. And hell, like I care !!!

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